In The Dark, Act I
By: XStryker
Thread: Iron Writer!
Posted: August 07, 2004

Act I


::Scene: Absolute darkness. A heavy silence; but gradually, the sound of breathing arises, faint at first but growing clearer, magnified by the lack of any other sound. Suddenly, there is a sharp intake of breath; and the silence is punctuated by the clearing of a throat.::

Voice: ::with a struggling, raspy tone:: Ugghh…
Voice: Where am I? ::the voice is male, adult, and likely human.::

::a pause::

Voice: Hello?
Voice: Hello?
Voice: Is anybody out there?
Voice: CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?
Voice: HELLO?

::another pause, with no response::

Voice: Please…
Voice: If anyone can hear me, I need help.
Voice: I can’t move. I can’t see.
Voice: My head hurts… I don’t know where I am.
Voice: I don’t know if I’m in   a dark and silent room or if I’m blind and deaf.
Voice: I don’t remember anything. I don’t…
Voice: ::sob::
Voice: I don’t know who I am!
Voice: My god… I don’t know who I am.
Voice: I don’t know what is real. I don’t know if this is real or if I’m crazy.
Voice: ::hopefully:: Or dreaming.

::a pause::

Voice: Or dead.

::another pause. The voice is sobbing::

Voice: OK. I can feel tears on my eyelids. I am talking and thus my mouth can move.
Voice: I am breathing.
Voice: I… I think that I’m alive.
Voice: I think, therefore I am, right?
Voice: I don’t know anything about philosophy.

::pause::

Voice: I don’t think I’m crazy. My head hurts, and I’m disoriented and confused. I have no memory of who I am. But I don’t think I’m crazy.
Voice: Although, I am talking to myself.

::pause::

Voice: But when I talk, I can hear myself talking, so I can’t be deaf.
Voice: So I can hear myself, and feel tears on my eyelids, and move my mouth. And my tongue.
Voice: I can feel my tongue in my mouth. ::gulps:: I can swallow. I can taste the inside of my mouth.
Voice: There are no bits of food inside my mouth, so I haven’t eaten recently.
Voice: But there is some nasty plaque or whatever on the outer surface of my teeth. So I haven’t brushed my teeth recently. But there probably has been some food inside my mouth at some point.

::pause::

Voice: I can feel facial hair with my tongue. I have a mustache. And a beard.
Voice: I haven’t shaved in a while.
Voice: But my mustache isn’t especially long. A few weeks, or a few months.
Voice: But not a few years.

::pause::

Voice: So I have a face, and a tongue, and teeth, and a mustache, and a beard.
Voice: I can hear, taste, and feel, at least with my face.
Voice: And I felt my own tears, so I guess I have eyes, too.
Voice: Yeah, I can move my eyes. But I can’t see anything.
Voice:   I still don’t know if I’m blind or not.

::pause::

Voice: My tongue and the inside of my mouth are moist. And I have tears.
Voice: That ought to mean I have probably had water to drink… I guess in the last 24 hours?
Voice: And I have eaten, I guess, but not recently.

::pause::

Voice: Perhaps I am in a dark room. Or perhaps I am blind.
Voice: I have no prior memory, so perhaps I have suffered a head injury. Maybe I lost both my vision and my memory in some kind of accident.
Voice: I can’t move, so maybe I am paralyzed, too.
Voice: Maybe I wake up like this every morning, blind and paralyzed, with no memory of the prior day.
Voice: Maybe if I just wait long enough, whoever gave me water will come and take care of me, and explain, perhaps for hundreth time, how I came to be blind and paralyzed and… an amnesiac.

::pause::

Voice: HELLO?
Voice: COULD SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME?
Voice: I’M ALONE AND CONFUSED AND I HAVE NO MEMORY!!!

Voice: Maybe my caretaker’s dead.
Voice: Maybe he’s dead, and now I am alone and forgotten, in a remote area or a house with thick walls.
Voice: Maybe I’m going to die of dehydration.

::pause::

Voice: So, who am I?
Voice: Well, I’m probably not lucky, am I?
Voice: ::chuckles:: Heh. I can laugh. That’s good.

::heavy breathing::

Voice: I can curl my lips and breathe towards my nose.
Voice: My breath smells awful.
Voice: But I can smell. I can smell, hear, taste, and feel, to some extent.
Voice: But I can’t see, and I can’t move my neck or anything below it.
Voice: Maybe I was hiking on some lonely mountain, and there was an avalanche.
Voice: Perhaps my spine is shattered, and brain injured. That could explain the paralyzation, blindness, and amnesia.

::pause::

Voice: HELLO?

::pause::

Voice: No echo.
Voice: I don’t feel any breeze whatsoever.
Voice: No birds calling, wind blowing, nothing. Everything’s silent but me.

::pause::

Voice: I don’t think I’m outdoors.

::pause::

Voice: I could… I could spit! Or at least drool. Then I’d know for sure which way is up.

::the thick sound of phlegm is heard::

Voice: Down is towards my chin.

::a pause::

Voice: That means my head is basically upright.
Voice: So… I’m not lying down?

::pause::

Voice:: Where the fuck am I?

::pause::

Voice: I can feel the drool on my neck! I have a neck, and it can feel!
Voice: But it can’t move.
Voice: Although my chin can.
Voice: I can feel the drool rolling down my chest, too. That’s good.

::pause::

Voice: Now I don’t feel it anymore.
Voice: Where I had felt it before is now somewhat cool. I don’t think I’m wearing a shirt.
Voice: Have I lost all feeling below the top of my chest?

::pause::

Voice: I feel it again. On my stomach.
Voice: It must have rolled over something, like maybe a bandage.
Voice: Although I think a bandage would have absorbed the drool.
Voice: The path of the drool continued on my stomach almost straight down from where it had been interrupted on my chest, and at roughly the same rate.
Voice: I think it must have rolled across something smooth and non-absorbent. A rough surface probably would have diverted the direction and slowed it down.

::pause::

Voice: It has reached my leg. I have a leg!
Voice: My lap. It has reached my lap. My thighs is oriented horizontally.
Voice: I am sitting down.
Voice: And something smooth is on my chest.
Voice: Probably across my chest.

::pause::

Voice: I think I’m strapped to a chair. In a room.
Voice: And if there is anyone around, either they can’t hear me…
Voice: …or they have no interest in helping me.

Voice: I think I am a prisoner.





In The Dark, Act II
By: XStryker
Thread: Iron Writer!
Posted: August 07, 2004

Act II


Scene: The same.

Voice: I should stop talking. Maybe someone is listening.
Voice: Maybe they’re just waiting for me to spill my guts or something.

::pause::

Voice: But I don’t remember anything!
Voice: And if I stop talking, I think I’m going to lose my mind.
Voice: I mean, it’s not like I can sit quietly, reminiscing about the past, right?
Voice: Or can I?

::pause::

Voice: I’m speaking. I remember how to speak.
Voice: I speak a language… Common.
Voice: Which is spoken everywhere, by pretty much everyone.
Voice: So I could be from anywhere, I guess.

::pause::

Voice: …except Thebes.
Voice: They speak… Thebean.
Voice: I don’t think I know any Thebean.
Voice: So I’m not from Thebes.

::pause::

Voice: I am strapped to a chair, probably.
Voice: I don’t think that’s how prisoners are normally treated.
Voice: I mean, they could have just handcuffed me or something.
Voice: …because wherever it is I’m from, I guess they handcuff prisoners.

::pause::

Voice: I don’t know what they do with prisoners in Thebes.

::pause::

Voice: Who knows? Maybe I’m not a prisoner at all.
Voice: Maybe I’m in some kind of hospital.
Voice: Maybe they strapped me in so I wouldn’t hurt myself or something.

::pause::

Voice: …yeah. And no one responds to me screaming at the top of my lungs for help?
Voice: This ain’t no fucking hospital.

::pause::

Voice: And it ain’t no ordinary prison, either.
Voice: Or at least, I’m no ordinary prisoner.

::pause::

Voice: If I’m paralyzed, why would they strap me to a chair?
Voice: If I was really paralyzed, they wouldn’t need straps.
Voice: Am I really paralyzed? Am I really blind?
Voice: Or is my paralysis brought on by some kind of drug or toxin?
Voice: Or have I been Bound?

::pause::

Voice: Bound?

::pause::

Voice: That’s a spell. That’s when a magic user binds you using a spell.
Voice: When they… weave… flows of Air.
Voice: And tie them off.
Voice: Do I know magic?

::pause::

Voice: …’Cause that would be super.

::pause::

Voice: Ummm…   Magic. Weaving flows of Air.
Voice: Magic users do that.
Voice: Tanes… from Aryth… they use magic.
Voice: Aryth… it’s pretty there… they don’t use guns at all.
Voice: Or watch television. Or ride jetbikes.
Voice: Am I Arythian? Am I a Tane?

::pause::

Voice: No, because where I’m from, prisoners are handcuffed.
Voice: And I’m pretty sure I know how to ride a jetbike.
Voice: Keys in the ignition and all that.
Voice: And use a gun.

::pause::

Voice: I know how to fire a gun.
Voice: There are a lot of kinds of guns. N5 Shotguns, Wondershot Pistols, Supervolt Rifles, Balefire Pistols..
Voice: Although only the OmniSent used them.

::pause::

Voice: And they also used Leashes. On Tanes.
Voice: In Aryth.
Voice: Where they wear sarha.
Voice: And maybe frolic in the Marobian Flower Fields.

::pause::

Voice: I’ve been there, haven’t I?
Voice: That’s why I know about Tanes, and Marabon, and sarha.
Voice: Am I an OmniSent agent?

::pause::

Voice: Maybe I am.
Voice: Maybe the Celpo has tracked me down.
Voice: Everywhere and Nowhere.
Voice: The Celpo is Mother.

::pause::

Voice: I don’t think I’m an OmniSent agent.
Voice: I know too much.

::pause::

Voice: Now I know what kind of prison this is.
Voice: I am in a blackroom.
Voice: And because I know what a blackroom is, that means I am a Celpo agent.
Voice: In a Celpo prison.
Voice: And it doesn’t matter whether I speak out loud or not, because my thoughts are being recorded anyway.

::pause::

Voice: If I were a traitor, I would be dead. Blackrooms are for failures.
Voice: Mother does not tolerate failure.

::pause::

Voice: So I’ve been mindwiped, but only just enough to remove my identity and any specific knowledge of any missions I’ve been on.
Voice: And probably any passwords I know.
Voice: But not my knowledge of Celpo procedures, because Mother isn’t done with me.

::pause::

Voice: Despite my failure, I am too valuable to go to waste.
Voice: Even the worst Celpo agent is better than anyone else could ever be.

::pause::

Voice: So I’m being… recycled.

Woman’s voice: Well done, Agent XI. I think I’m going to like you a lot better the second time around.





In The Dark, Act III
By: XStryker
Thread: Iron Writer!
Posted: August 07, 2004

Act III


Scene: The same. The woman’s voice is smoky, alternating between playful and malicious.

XI: So I’m Agent XI, huh? Or is that who I’ll become?
Woman’s voice: :Wouldn’t you like to know? Don’t expect to get answers from me. You seem to know where you are, so why would you expect you’d get answers here?
XI: You’re right, I shouldn’t expect any answers whatsoever. But I like asking questions.
Woman’s voice: And you’re so good at answering them! Don’t let me stop you.
XI: Don’t I deserve to know something?
Woman’s voice: You can guess how you got here. What do you think you “deserve”?
XI: I am Celpo, I guess. And I suppose I failed.
Woman’s voice: I asked you what you deserve.
XI: Not death, surely.
Woman’s voice: And why not?
XI: Because I am Celpo. I must assume I served faithfully, or I’d be dead already.
Woman’s voice: You assume quite a bit.
XI: I know nothing. All I have are assumptions.
Woman’s voice: So, then, I ask again, what do you deserve, failure?

::pause::

XI: A second chance?
Woman’s voice: Indeed, that you do. A second chance that I will be quite delighted to provide.
XI: You’ve wiped me clean. You’ve erased everything that was me. I deserve to know who I am! Or was.
Woman’s voice: I’ve done nothing to you. Who you were is irrelevant. It’s who you will be that matters.

::pause::

XI: And who the hell are you?
Woman’s voice: Why should I tell you?
XI: You know who I am. You can call me Agent XI, but I have no idea what to call you.
Woman’s voice: What would you like to call me?

::pause::

Woman’s voice: Mommy, perhaps?
XI: Are you my mother?
Woman’s voice: The Celpo is Mother.
XI: You don’t sound old enough to be my mother.
Woman’s voice: I don’t raise failures, so I guess I ain’t yer mommy.
XI: I’m not going to call you Mommy.
Woman’s voice: What do you want to call me?
XI: How about “Ghost”?
Woman’s voice: Do you think I’m dead?
XI: I don’t know… but I can’t hear you breathing.

::pause::

Woman’s voice: Clever boy.
XI: I don’t think you’re physically here.

::pause::

Woman’s voice: I like it when you come up with answers. So if you like, you can call me Nightshade.
XI: Nightshade, huh? Beautiful and deadly, perhaps?
Nightshade: Perhaps. But who’s to say I’m humanoid? Maybe I’m a giant, hungry spider.
XI: I seem to be caught in your web, don’t I?
Nightshade: Not to mention paralyzed by my venom. Suppose I lay a cluster of eggs inside you? And watched my newborn arachnid kids hatch inside you, eating you from the inside?   Can you picture that, tiny little spiders crawling out of your mouth?

::pause::

XI: Please stop. That’s horrible.
Nightshade:   OK, so I’m no spider, but believe me, injecting you with spider eggs is something I could do. That is a very real possibility and you should remember it. I have a supply of them.

::pause::

XI: Then I’d say you’re capable of limitless cruelty, Nightshade.
Nightshade: You have no idea.

::pause::

XI: So you’re Nightshade, and I’m Agent XI.
Nightshade: As far as you know, yes.
XI: I think you got a better deal, name-wise.
Nightshade: I’m somebody. You’re nobody.
XI: Agent XI… pretty generic. If that’s who I was, I guess I wasn’t too important.
Nightshade: If you were an agent worth the name, would you be here now?
XI: Everybody makes mistakes.
Nightshade: To err is human.
XI: What’s that supposed to mean?
Nightshade: It’s sad that you even need to ask.
XI: Are you human?
Nightshade: …or am I a vicious arachnid? You know, Ticondera has some spiders you really wouldn’t like to see.
XI: Actually, I would. Right now, I’d like to see anything at all.
Nightshade: You just want to see me.
XI: I seriously doubt I can. You’re not physically here, remember?
Nightshade: Maybe you’re the ghost, XI. If you have no memory, do you still have a soul?
XI: You tell me. You’re the Celpo blackroom scientist. Did you wipe my soul clean, too?
Nightshade: I haven’t done anything to you, yet. As far as you know.
XI: Maybe you haven’t. Because I realize, now, that you’re not a Minder.
Nightshade: And why is that?
XI: Because I’m hearing you speak in stereo. I may be a failure, but I’m still Celpo. If I concentrate, I can tell the difference between real sound and telepathic speech.
Nightshade: Very good. So I suppose you wish to see, then? Very well.

::the sudden re-emergence of light is blinding, and XI let’s out a startled cry. The light reveals the back of a strange, high-backed, metallic red chair, with several wires attached to it. All that can be seen of the chair’s occupant is a bare forearm on each side; the hands appear to be hidden inside shafts on the strangely curved chair’s base. The chair faces a slightly curved white wall. After the initial flash, the light takes on an ambient quality.::

XI: Ow, fuck, my eyes! I wanted to see, not be blinded!
Nightshade: Fickle, aren’t you?

::pause::

XI: Ow… Well, at least I know I’m not completely blind. My vision’s starting to come back.
Nightshade: And what do you see?
XI: White. Blurry white.
Nightshade: What else do you see?
XI: I can sort of make out my nose, and my mustache. I have blond hair. Am I Tasnican?
Nightshade: Maybe. Am I Tasnican?
XI: No… I don’t think you are.
Nightshade: And why not?
XI: Because the light in this room is without any defined source. And because there’s no trace of mechanical distortion in your voice, even though you aren’t here. You’re using magic. If you were Tasnican, you’d be an Elemental Priestess. But Elementalists and spider-torturers don’t mix.

::pause::

Nightshade: How’s your vision?
XI: Getting better. I see… a stark white curved wall in front of me. I assume it probably absorbs sound. I have no idea what it does to thought or magic.
Nightshade: Well, assuming I’m using magic, I’d say it’s at least somewhat porous on that front, isn’t it?
XI: For all the good it does me. Oh, I can see my thighs, too… they’re wasting away. My muscles have atrophied… I’m kind of disappointed Mother’s not taking better care of me. But I suppose it means I have no chance of walking out of here, much less running.
Nightshade: Exactly. Would you like to see the rest of you?
XI: I’m a little afraid to. But yeah, absolutely… Thanks, I guess.
Nightshade: Don’t bother with courtesy. We are Celpo.

::There is a small flash of light, coming from in front of the chair. A silvery, rectangular object slowly rises from in front of the chair; it is a mirror, tilted to show the chair’s occupant. The reflection shows the upper torso of a bedraggled, emaciated man. He has a bushy blond beard and mustache, and thick, unkempt hair that seems to grow outwards moreso than downwards. Fierce, focused blue eyes peer out from dark-ringed, hollow sockets. There are strange scars and marking on his chest, which is partly covered by a metal bar that straps him to the chair.::

XI: I’ve seen better days. At least, I hope I have.
Nightshade: Maybe you’ll see better days ahead. But don’t count on it.
XI: So you can conjure up mirrors out of thin air. Are you a conjurer?
Nightshade: What do you think I am?

::pause::

XI: I think you’re Crystalese.
Nightshade: Why?
XI: Specifically, you’re Agari. You answer almost every question with a question. Just like the gurus on the cliffs of Agart.
Nightshade: I’d say your line of reasoning is fairly thin.
XI: And so is that mirror. In fact, it has no more physical presence than you do, my Agari captor.
Nightshade: What makes you so sure?
XI: You made your voice appear in the room, even though you aren’t here. You created light that has no true source. And then you made a mirror appear, but my reflection has shadows as if the light came from a single point. That mirror is an illusion, and that makes you a traditional Agari illusionist, an adherent of the Sacred Circle of Parvati-Maya… also known as the Spider Cult.
Nightshade: That mirror is real.
XI: Oh yeah? I’ll prove it!

::He spits at the mirror. The spit lands on the mirror and rolls down it.

XI: …That’s probably just another illusion!
Nightshade: Would I do something so wicked, just to fuck with your mind?

::Before he can answer, the mirror angles to the side. The reflection now shows a blue-skinned woman with long, flowing black hair. There is a red dot at the center of her forehead. Her midriff is bare; she wears what might be termed a tube top, except that it’s made of a bolt of red cloth, twisted in the middle. She wears a pair of baggy red breeches made of some thin, gauzy material. There is a ruby in her navel. She is grinning.::

XI: Traditional Agari garb. I almost think you’re going overboard to suit my expectations.
Nightshade: Maybe. I am an illusionist, after all, right?
XI: Indeed. Which just leaves the question of what my purpose shall be.
Nightshade: And, perhaps, where you are.
XI: Oh, I’ve figured out that one.
Nightshade: You have?
XI: Absolutely. That little flash when you made the mirror. That was unintended. That was a manifestation of unstable ambient mana. We’re in Aryth, near the Source. My mind’s been wiped, but I know I’ve seen that. If I had to venture a guess, I’d say I’m here because I fell into the Source.
Nightshade: That’s a very good guess. You jumped in, actually.
XI: That sounds foolish of me.
Nightshade: You have no idea how hard it was to fish you out. We pretty much had to bend reality itself.
XI: Bend reality?
Nightshade: It’s the sort of thing you can only do when you draw on the power of the Source.
XI: And I’ve swam in it, in a matter of speaking.
Nightshade: Yes. And as my final reward for your cleverness, I’m going to tell you your fate. The chair you are sitting in will draw every last drop of that delicious mana you drew from the Source. You’re going to make a terrific battery, Agent XI.

::The lights go out. The sound of a   great engine is heard, accompanied by a long scream that distorts into nothing at all.::